Day One
Day Two
BBWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAWWWWAAAAAAAAAA....pffftttWWWAAAAAAAA
"Rise and
Shine!"
Day 3. I woke up
sporting a mean headache. I never had a migraine, but I assumed it felt like how I felt waking up that day. It was like my
brain was pushing against my skull, trying it's best to get away from me. And for the 1 second I opened my eyes, the rays of light were piercing way too loudly, and I didn't understand how I could ever feel differently.
I heard some rumbling and conversation going on, but I kept my eyes closed and hoped if I held onto my body pillow, the only source of comfort I had at the moment, everything else would fuck off. Someone put their hand on my shoulder after I ignored everyone for too long.
I heard some rumbling and conversation going on, but I kept my eyes closed and hoped if I held onto my body pillow, the only source of comfort I had at the moment, everything else would fuck off. Someone put their hand on my shoulder after I ignored everyone for too long.
"Cevin, time to get
up man." It sounded like Cameron. I just made a noise and kept my eyes closed while holding my body pillow tighter.
"Come on man."
I heard.
... I continued to
ignore.
"Cevi-"
“Please leave me alone.”
I groaned into my pillow.
“...is everything ok?”
Cameron asked lowly.
I sighed and held my
pillow tighter. I really didn’t want to talk right then and there. I don’t
think it had anything to do with Cameron personally, but I was just straight
not feeling well. My head was pulsating, and I was really annoyed that I said
leave me alone and he didn’t listen. I lied there, boiling in discomfort and stuffed up rage, waiting for him to ignite me so I can explode on him.
But, I felt him move away and knew that I wasn’t going to be able to yell at him. I don’t know why I wanted to yell at him, but I did. It was almost disappointing, as I was getting amped up for the action.
But, I felt him move away and knew that I wasn’t going to be able to yell at him. I don’t know why I wanted to yell at him, but I did. It was almost disappointing, as I was getting amped up for the action.
As I lied there, I began
to find my bearings through my throbbing headache. I began to feel bad,
remembering yesterday, specifically last night. I felt like a bit of an ass for
acting the way I did a couple minutes ago. It didn’t make me feel any better.
Gah.